Lover boy

In the shadows you lurk,
A mystery to all who work.
Your eyes they gleam like stars,
As you walk among the bars.

Who are you, lover boy of mine?
A puzzle I cannot define.
Your words are few and far between,
And yet in your presence, I feel serene.

You move with a grace so rare,
A mystery that I cannot bear.
But still my heart it yearns for you,
For your mystery is what makes me blue.

So stay with me, my lover boy,
And let your mystery bring me joy.
For though I cannot solve your riddle,
In your arms, my heart it diddle.

Mon Precieux

  • Something is hideous looks calm,

Not scared but feels kinda weird,

However there is the light bright,

Let me know the safety I got now,

It’s want my attention forever as,

Other things don’t deserve the shine,

My eyes hold when I feel home…..

Because that’s where we met…..

In the middle of chaos with peace.

Confusion or???

What should i do now?!!!

if i done those things a little,

before all those thoughts,

does it makes any difference,

or i am just losing myself.

Same like every animal and,

human are just way little more,

an unhuman way treating others,

why i can’t understand anything?

Everything feels so damn new,

every single things about this earth,

the things happenning some way,

it makes me confuse in every language.

They makes me feel like i am alien,

always found different things from them,

not same anything with anyone,

like just born in wrong planet out of space

My 🤫

  • Feelings you gave me always different,

The warmth I am addicted the most now,

The way you knows my all flaws silently,

But you are mysterious then I ever think,

When I think you are nowhere to find,

You show how I loved more than I know,

I want to know the mystery behind us,

But I can’t even get out of this sweetness,

In a world where everything is temporary,

I know I found my permanent loving home.

Stuck

A time when everything is dull
nothing looks intrested enough
can’t do a thing you love always
it feels so much weight of world
you can’t find a way out of all
feels like everything is dead
an emptyness you can’t share with
thoughts are making you sick
the people you love just there
but no one is able to help you
when all you feel is numbness
like there is nothing left anymore
nights goes without being sleepy
days goes while finding peace
feels like wanted to invisible
from everything we ever know
is this just normal or insane
so many things to enjoy and see
but how come there is nothing
which makes one feel like HOME…

Eyes

Those honey brown eyes
deeper than the sea level
an open book for peace
fierce for nonthless
emotions at it’s peak
captivating like lion
staring like lone wolf
dangerous yet mesmerizing
however my favourite is
i got drawned in those
find myself addicted to
those honey brown eyes
that holds my heart forever….

Introvert…

  • Morning comes while feel tired lately,

Night feel like wanna sleep away much,

Day goes like nothing is matter anyway,

See the people I love being good much,

But don’t know what am I finding??!!!

It feels like having everything I want,

But where I am in whole this going on,

However I try it’s getting messier more,

Everytime makes me confused about all,

Am I living just like everyone or different,

Does it have a pattern or methods maybe,

But there are times when I find my soul,

Where I am dancing with who I am whole,

It feels like there is someone who love me,

Make me feel whole and loved like no one,

And that’s when I feel somewhere surely,

I am protected and cared by much more,

Then I always think about myself… .. That’s when miracle of universe starts…

………

  • Surprises I get through you for me always,

Takes me by surprise often for a reason,

Although as much as I want you with me,

I know you are near then my skin always,

I don’t wanna show you to anyone coz,

You are my mysterious protective one,

Whom I wanna chase at the end of me,

Secret should be hidden at the  end,

And promises should be kept secretly,

I will never share you with anyone ever,

Because there are things which are lovely,

Which hidden in my heart where no one,

By means no one is allowed to go there, Because that’s where my home is……

Expectations

  • It was like a weight on my mind and soul,

What if I failed in this and that always,

Does it means I am not good nearly even,

Or should I let them know the real me??!!

If it’s their expectations then why do I,

Do I have to fulfill every thoughts of their,

Even when it’s not my duty but just so,

So that  no one say vile about myself,

Otherwise as much misunderstood as I,

Every time when I took silent as weapon,

Does it ever cross their mind for what,

Some of their expectation from us is,

Take us in a net where we feel so weak,

And the sweetness for relation we have,

For each other missing somewhere…… .

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